5 minutes to pour words out in a stream of consciousness, or in my case, today as a conversation.
Thank you for coming HERE today…a great word of inspiration that has also taught me a lesson. Seems like most days God is using Pule to teach me…ahem. Okay God, I think I’m beginning to get it. Always will be Far From Perfect. Right?
5 Minutes on the word HERE
A few minutes have passed
I don’t hear anything
She is at the age for a bit more independence
The silence is deafening
Ok, time to find her
First, we do the test:
“Pule? Where are you?”
darn it…she is not passing the test
“Pule? Please answer MaMMa”
I really want her to pass the test. Hasn’t she learned anything?
Ok, just one more time, then I will go find her…
“Pule? Where are you? What are you doing?”
“HERE MAMMA! I’M HERE!”
It’s a start. Doesn’t tell me WHAT she is doing but, that she can still tell me “HERE”.
I’ve simply asked for a response and I got that.
It does make me stop to think about God.
“Leah? Where are you?
I’m waiting for you
I want to talk to you
I’ll be HERE all day when you are ready.
Will we talk today?
I have some special words just for you
I want to spend time with you.
I’ll be HERE when you are ready.”
Thank you Lord for always being HERE, right where I am.
Pule did pass the test, but I did, not today.